The 5th semester

Its the 5th semester already, the so called honeymoon month of manipal

But here i am,
Feeling really tired, after one whole day of posting, lecture, finished up miscellaneous chores.
-mochas cosas, means lots of things, some spanish learnt frm fellow columbians during my last trip around europe.

First clinical posting : psychiatry department
-seems like the most senang posting of all, lecture for about an hour, some role play of scenario of psychiatry patient and doctor, den visit the ward in the afternoon for case discussion. done on 330pm today and kl reach home around 5sth.
-the lecture are quite interesting at times, deals with different type of personalities trait and most of the time, when the doctor are talking, i will try to match my fren into each category ;P
-the afternoon ward visit, i wouldnt say its all interesting, but it's something new, today a patient who is locked in a dark room, break out in crying and howling, or cursing maybe, dun understand a single word he shout, at that moment, a sense of humanity sprouts and all i have is just empathy and helplessness, all he left is darkness and despair. Its nth that we can do, Back to the real work, today we need to take the case history from a depression patient and his informant, but he refuse to have any conversation, so we take the history from his daughter(the informant) instead. Perhaps, that's the hardest part being a psychiatrist, its a pretty abstract thing, you will not know when the patient is willing to open out, even if he do, you cant give a 100 % of trust.

ok, time for sleep, its a torture to sleep late and have an early 8 am class, and i find myself a coffee addict....
nowadays because of time constrain, i skip my usual coffee with bread routine, jz take some bread or biscuit then head to class, and oh god, my eye lid cant fight the gravity force... :(
Its such a pleasure to drink but studying in this field always remind me of the side effect and addiction doesnt sounds healthy, anyway, i will always end up in situation like : you only live life once, laugh while you want to, eat while you feel so, you wanna end up in life that you have much to regret about? No i dont, so i will take the coffee with breakfast :P ok enough of my 歪理, good night! 晚安! buenas noches! Its a whole new day tomorrow! :)